oh hey. 2011

it feels awkward to come back to an almost forgotten blog. i often think about these kind of abandonments...looking up old favorite blogs to discover that they too...just stopped writing. no warning or goodbyes. just gone. either way. i've come back to mine...in hopes that it would inspire my brain. give me hope. or something. after reading past entries...disappointment sets in. a collection of angsty/stressed-out rants about school and life. but I guess I have never been one to express happiness through words. just anxiety. happiness deserves conversations, movement, and action. this is all my anxiety deserves. pixelated thoughts typed out on a blog no one will ever see. well. hhm. maybe i will try harder tomorrow.