hey its me. no i dont believe this is normal either. i haven't decided whether the world is dead to me or not. i woke up this morning with a deathwish on my chest. she told me that the world is dieing. so what is it worth to stick around. today. tomorrow. aren't we all walking a path towards the same destruction. the same fate. to eventually grow withered and grey. dark circles where brilliant sparkles used to dance upon our cheeks. your hair was darker then. maybe it was just because it was night and the moon had yet to show its face. then again. what if it decided to leave this universe for another. another with a brighter future. are we all but insignificant in the eyes of the moon. he could really care less for each of us. and our little dark pessimistic hearts. i cant decide whether there really is a person out there. with a genuine sense of self. a genuine hope for what will become. i seriously doubt there are minds so pure. without a single dark thought. ever?
what are we striving for. as a collective whole? should there be a common goal as a society? maybe not. is it every person for themselves? if i had the answers to all my questions...would i become bored? would my mind explode with information? im so tired.
ive decided there is only one thing that makes sense right now. my friendships. these people are my family. and i've decided that they are going to be plagued with my presence for as long as I decide to stick around this dark hearted world. i havent decided how to break the news to them. sorry guys. you are stuck with ashley forever.
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