messymermaidhair

i am very much content in this situation. not at all. i feel like im walking on glass. one wrong move and the world will explode. i have to be careful what i say. how i act. i hate being [not allowed] to express feelings. let me just bottle them up and forget. yeahaetlfdsf;dslfksd

i made apple muffins at my moms house. i will probably go back to portland in a couple days. might as well hang out. the grandparents are here....yeah.....