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what is this life. is it a movie? do you live it expecting a beginning. build up. climax. and conclusion? do you watch it with previous notions on what it will be like? you hear mixed reviews. see failures. see box office hits. do you hope your life will end like the beautiful love story? or more like the suspenseful action movie...end it all with big car crashes and courageous sacrifices....hm. most people watch like its their top priority. get the notes right. get the movie right. make it beautiful so those who gave you life can raise their heads high and be proud of such an accomplishment. or perhaps you are some awkward abstract indie film. you don't live by anyones rules but your own. but in doing so. you seek the attention and love of those looking for such stories. they strive toward the abstract. feed off your aura. you beautiful unique you. liquid movie. you fit right in between indie movie 1 and 3. little puttering rain cloud. rain on everyone else's parade. not quite environmentally friendly as you are. not quite unique as you are. this is your big show. life. and if people aren't in line with your rules they are playing this game wrong. are you hiding cards under the table? have some big secret that everyone else is unaware of? if you push and push and push....green and blue will reverse direction. righteous red has their big head too far up their holy asshole to see yellow making a bigger and more significant impact. sorry. go back to start. before we start judging the game. the movie. lets rewrite the rules. the screenplay. lets include those who have never seen it any other way. and those who refuse to change. this world is big enough for every piece. person. i want to change the world. i want you to want to change the world. i want you to live a life that [you] think is beautiful. a movie that you would watch. may make sense. or not. most importantly. that you are completely happy with the way in turns out. hm.