forgetme

entirely frustrated with who i am right now. i go to bed each night taking a vow to better myself the next day. with the sun comes-a new ashley. one who sees her reality for what it is. no. my reality continues to twist and contort to reflect whatever it is this mind wants. perhaps i need to start ignoring the mind. and listening to the heart. its funny that for once. i trust it more than anything right now. it knows how things are. im guessing it is just forgetting to tell the rest of me.